The year that went by, my 21st year in life, has certainly given me more stability in my life, probably I reaped what I sowed in my 20th year. There were certain major things that did happen, strengthening rapport with certain GOds, not to forget the "brisk walk and the crisp talk with Mr.Diro, for which I became all famous overnight ! "getting introduced to a few new ones. Well, no more butterflies in the stomach. Certain lines from the GoD that I shall remember for a life time (I thought she controls the IIT). Cute and inspiring people, nice new team, fun, etc.,. etc.,.
But, there is another shade to it too. Well, certain things in life are moving slow. Life is posing challenges as to how clueless it could be, testing my patience by holding back things, consuming my energy by not giving results for what I work, playing around with me - left and right. Taking away time from me. Making me lose interest in all else. and posing me with the BiG oLd question - "What do I want in life ?", more often :(
If all this is on one side, the big cat's matter on the other. Oh God. Sometimes, I wonder how tough has life made me, I can't even cry ! it needs efforts, infact tremendous efforts to cry these days. Well, lets see what the destiny has in store for me. Fingers crossed !
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